I have traveled through this life on a journey to find my truth, my life, and my love. What I found is there is beauty to be found within destruction, for It is only through the chaos of our own tragedies that creation is brought to new life. This is a compilation of poetry throughout this journey of self-discovery, self-destruction, and the longing for all the true and pure love I cast away as I battled the Armageddon of my soul. The one where I found I was both the angel and the demon of my nightmare while my Archangel was always there, even when I could not see him, feel him, or hear him.