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Role-based Training in Life.
I like to describe my orientation to finding a life partner as „sapiosexual". This is an academic term. No worries, I don’t take its regular definition. I just borrowed the name and interpret it myself:
Sapio-, means „wisdom“.
I use my wisdom to measure my current status, discovering the one who can weigh my tension and grow my lightness, to stay together. Although the time to get along with each other may be limited, during this relationship, I can let go of more pressure and anxiety than when I was staying single.
„Oh My Goodness! I found out that I am actually a fool. I have a very bad temper. I am really annoying. I think this kind of me would hurt people who get close to me.
Why don't you say it before the relationship starts? I didn't know at that time, I was fooling around. I keep thinking about many things. I detected others' actions, listened to gossip, and imagined „what I would look like in others’ minds“. I can't care about my relationship.
I do care „what I look like“. This is me. I seem to be very easy-going, but I am always hiding something deeply."
I mind it. I have secrets, I have things I am 100% aware of, but I don’t want to show them. I just need to know them clearly, and understand why I will have a certain secret…Because „I am tired. I am acting like a person I don’t want to be. I am acting. I am tired of this acting.“
What do I mind for now?
All my looks as an individual.
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