My Self Exploration | Self-education: Why do human have sex? | S2 E15 | Love & Sex | Umy
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E13 My Self Exploration
At that time, I believed that the love relationship was meant to be binding, and sex was the key.
I knew that our behaviors are normal. We are humans. Humans have sex, humans have sexual organs, humans have sexual impulses, humans have sexual excitement, and humans have orgasms.
I didn’t know: how could I feel good in my body, but feel so bad in my mood. Why would I keep mixing up the detail of those nights? I looked insane. I got fantasies. I told nonsense.
What’s wrong with me?
"I want to be a nun."
Seriously? No kidding.
Think and say it out slowly.
"I am running away, I have been used. I dare not break up, I dare not fall in love. I can't get married and have children anymore."
I was materializing myself, not treating myself as a human being. I thought of myself as an erotic tool, so I would be used.
I’m single now. I am human. My sex is female. I am able to get pregnant. I am Umy Chang.
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