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I love girls, too | Sexual Tendency: I walked into the closet | S2 E04 | Love & Sex | Umy

I love girls, too | Sexual Tendency: I walked into the closet | S2 E04 | Love & Sex | Umy

Love. Self. Umy!

2022/04/27 | 00:06:39 | Firstory #arts




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Honey, breakfast is on the table, if you have no appetite, just freeze it.

Well actually, there is something I want to tell you, and I hope you can keep it a secret. But... just like me now, I'm afraid that you will get sick if you don't talk about it, so you can tell others, anyone, don't keep it secret.

‚I am not heterosexual.‘

I was pretty sure I was straight before. But that day, I found that I didn't seem to be, because I fell in love with her, and we started the romance. I loved her to death.

Sorry, I lied to you. I also like girls, I’m not gay, I'm not straight, I’m not bisexual.

"Which sexual orientation do I belong to." Honey, this is not a multiple-choice question, I don’t fit in any category. Every time I talk about sexual orientation, I feel empty, puzzled, and confused. Sometimes I think that sexual orientation means "Which gender do I prefer", and sometimes I think it stands for "Which gender will arouse my sexual excitement." I just go absent-minded. I am not a person who often has sexual impulses, but I am not sexually frigid, nor am I following any ascetic life, and I like to meet people, observe people, and indulge in interesting conversations.

Which gender would I prefer? I can't answer, it depends on people.
Which gender should I be sexually excited about? Honey, it's you, not your gender.

What I want to say is that honey, I will be sexually aroused by some people, and I will fantasize about them, even though you are just sleeping next to me. I watch all kinds of sex movies: same-sex, bi-sex, pan-sex, multi-sex, and even asexual. I only reject plots of sexual assaults, abuses, violence, and sinfulness. I have an interest in any kind of sexuality.

Also, I don't prioritize biological sex for people I would love. When I'm attracted to someone, I don't really care about their biological sex that much. I even mistakenly thought she was him, and he was her. My mindset and attitude towards sexuality like this make me very frustrated! Because I don't belong to any existing category of sexual orientation.

My exploration of sexuality may never end.

Honey, this is my secret. That’s all. Besides my sexual tendency, my views on sexual hygiene, sexual behavior, intimacy, and family are almost the same as yours, so there is no need to explain.

Are you afraid of me because of my uncertainty about sexuality? Come on! I don’t even know your sexual tendency, but I don’t care. It’s not a big deal. It’s not even a deal. 

We can love humans, that’s all we need.



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