Mary, did you know? | Self-intimacy: My gender is my voice | S2 E11 | Love & Sex | Umy
Love. Self. Umy!Play Episode
Description
When I'm in a relationship, I enjoy being told that I'm warm and tender. I like when my friends chat about me in private, "I'm an angel! It's like the Virgin Mary!"
In fact, the real me is already dead. What’s wrong?
I feel bad. I'm scared, I want to call for help, I'm being abused. I was strangled, I couldn't let go of my hands, I was tied so tightly I couldn't let go of my arms.
I am a lover of horror. My thoughts are my weapons, they bind my limbs and tighten my throat.
That’s a kind of injury. I'm emotionally blackmailing myself and hurting myself. Later on, I became so transparent, I could see myself through my body, I could transcend my feelings and become emotionless. I just got dissociated from myself.
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